anything. I am very open but I appreciate my privacy and solitude a lot as well. 

 

I never wanted to be a healer, mentor, teacher or guide. In fact I used to feel kind of grievanced rather than simply accepting the purpose gifted to me within the sensitivities, awareness and abilities I have.

 

The way I relate with other people is as much in respect of my own and other's free will, self empowerment, and self determination as I have reached. I hold myself to a high degree of integrity. I see around me in the world these levels of co-dependency that have become so normalised that they are sort of invisible to most people. I do not interact in these ways, and I have and continue to work very hard at making myself completely codependency free.

I hold an extensive knowledge and awareness of patterns - for instance a physical ailment, is part of a pattern  that is reflected in very specific thought structures, and it's mirrored with a set of emotional constructs, and it relates with a spiritual blocks or misalignments. And then it plays out in your behaviours and life in ways you found undesirable. I am also very aware of much more than simply patterns. I honestly could write several books on several subjects. I've not decided to do so though.

Everything we experience involves a level of choice - your choices may be held in your blindspots though, or even beyond your current human capacity for awareness (events and challenges built into your Soul's Life plan), and this is why a lot of people think they did not or do not have a choice. Also everything whether enjoyed or not, whether harmful or not, is an opportunity, and a message - that if approached in a certain way holds an incredibly valuable life lesson - till life lessons are learned the pattern repeats. You must find your silver linings in your darkness and everything that brought you to your knees - you're inner super-hero is made from your silver linings. And you are more powerful than you know. 

While I am aware of choice, and personal accountability and personal responsibility there's something I MUST add: It is not your fault, the things that hurt you. And while some people, in order to improve their quality of being and relationship with themself and their understanding of themself, must indeed INCREASE their accountability, there are also people, who require to DECREASE their accountability (people who were systematically abused, and somehow did not repeat the pattern of abusiveness through themselves are within the collective who require a decrease in personal accountability).

While I know I can not support everybody, I wish to support the kind of person who is actively working to increase their freedom, authenticity, and quality of being. I know a lot about trauma, especially PTSD (and c-PTSD) and the effects of CSA. It does not matter to me where you have come from or which spiritual or religeous persuasions you feel the most drawn into. And I will always support the people who I can support, to increase their trust in their own self, rather than to become reliant upon me - I will not allow reliance upon me - it is unethical for anyone to create that and I will always return any power you try to give me (anyone trying to take my power or give me their power actually induces physical sickness if I allowed it - I am incredibly sensitive).

That said I understand that when one is lost, one may not be able to hear themself - and as a result I feel a certain sense that when a person comes to a facilitator, they do so because they may have a certain level of need for support that the person doesn't yet have ownership of or has currently blocked their own capacity to manage to do something on their own - and so I realise my responsibility to understand where you are at, when coming to me, and to constantly evaluate so I can guide you without the creation of any kind of abandonment and related confusions either. ​

I am very aware  and my abilities in hearing and seeing and feeling go beyond the normal human range, along with other abilities and senses that I don't really know what to call, not least because there's various terms in use today for each of these senses and abilities.

 

To be most happy and healthy, I am committed to:

- Ingesting a healthily (ingestment isn't just about food but about all of our senses being fed)

- Maintaining daily practices of physical, emotional, mental, spiritual, and creative natures
- Maintaining and Increasing my self awareness and my capacity for conscious understanding

- Maintaining and Increasing my responsibility and accountability

- Maintaining and Increasing the health of my relationships and connections
- Maintaining strong healthy boundaries

- Maintaining and Increasing my capacity for "good" (the collective term for all elements of integrity)
- Making sure to have time to relax and to have fun
- Finding ways to explore myself and the expanses within me, and capacities that contain me

-Maintaining a Day of Sabbath for myself

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